http://ssabaism.tumblr.com/

And again I have a new tumblr, like this or message me to get it

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 22:57:04 +1000

And again
I have a new tumblr, like this or message me to get it

My new tumblr is made Message me if you want it I have followed some of you Yeah

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 15:40:23 +1000

My new tumblr is made

Message me if you want it
I have followed some of you
Yeah

New Tumblr? Please? Cats?

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 13:28:45 +1000

no joseph

New Tumblr

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 13:10:37 +1000

i am making one

if you want it, send me a little message

i probably wont give it to you if i know you (in the non tumblr sense)

but anyone i dont know will get it

okay yeah cool

New Tumblr

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 12:42:54 +1000

i am making one

if you want it, send me a little message

i probably wont give it to you if i know you (in the non tumblr sense)

but anyone i dont know will get it

okay yeah cool

oh my gosh.

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 18:19:06 +1000

pardon?

Olivia as in Liv?

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 18:17:30 +1000

yeah,

I dont think I can go tonight.I thought I was okay but Im not. I’m not fucking okay. I am sad...

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 18:13:48 +1000

I dont think I can go tonight.
I thought I was okay but Im not. I’m not fucking okay. I am sad and I am lonely and I love her and she’s gone. I miss her so much. I will never see her again. She is gone. Gone. Gone.
I have cried nonstop for the last week.
Olivia, I love you.

Your memorial/funeral is next Wednesday.
I will attend and cry the whole fucking time.
I am so fucking miserable in your absence. We grew up together, sang together, laughed together. Never fucking again.

“Here’s the day you hoped would never come; don’t feed me violins, just run with me through rows of speeding cars.”

donteverlookhereagain: Olivia Penpraze, looking truly happy....

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 18:08:45 +1000

donteverlookhereagain:

Olivia Penpraze, looking truly happy. <3

she looks tired and she looks sick

fuck

I'm really sorry for asking, but who's Olivia and what happened? D:

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 17:43:45 +1000

haha, it’s all over my tumblr.
she is my cousin
i feel guilty talking about it over anon if its possible log in and ill privately message you
?

People keep talking about Olivia Shut the fuck up please please please shut up I can’t deal...

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 17:26:47 +1000

People keep talking about Olivia
Shut the fuck up please please please shut up
I can’t deal with this

Photo

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 17:23:46 +1000

Photo

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 17:23:38 +1000

Tears are literally pouring out of my eyes right now. I did not know of Olivia until about half an hour ago. I'm inspired to get better. I know it won't help at all to know this but her story has helped me and it may help others. I'm so so sorry for your loss!! :'(

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 10:11:18 +1000

I am so glad it helped you. It does make a a difference. If you ever need someone, I am always always here to talk, and you can add me on Facebook for more constant responses f you need, my name is Greta Leeson.
You’re not alone.

"Sorrow” is about a person’s love affair with their own sadness. Sorrow is something they don’t want..."

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 10:08:50 +1000

“““Sorrow” is about a person’s love affair with their own sadness. Sorrow is something they don’t want to lose. Maybe they’re told they should get over this—you know, take the pill and be happy. Sadness is not always the worst feeling. Sometimes it’s a really pleasurable thing to be overwhelmed with sadness.””

- - Matt Berninger, The National (via josephr)

Life motto

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 09:13:16 +1000

Life motto

I'm so choked up about Olivia. I didn't even know her and I feel bad about being like this and feel bad about telling you that I feel bad when obviously it means nothing but I just had to tell someone.

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 23:21:18 +1000

Don’t feel bad about being sad. It’s an awful, awful thing. I feel the same sometimes - I feel like my grief takes away from her, like I shouldn’t be allowed to feel this say when she felt so much worse. But I can’t help it. It’s reflex. I wake up, gain my senses, and it knocks me breathless. I make tea and cry because I see her smiling. I think about the fact that she’s gone forever, that the last time I’ll ever see any of her is at her funeral, that well never make covers of sad songs on my out of tune piano.. She’s everywhere, I cannot get her out of my head, it hurts so fucking much and I feel so guilty for feeling so awful.. It’s hard.
I’m sorry this is such a mess I might be able to form something coherent in the morning
Thank you

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Thu, 05 Apr 2012 23:06:45 +1000

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Thu, 05 Apr 2012 22:44:03 +1000

Suicide's Note by Langston Hughes

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 22:19:17 +1000

The calm,
Cool face of the river
Asked me for a kiss.